Crandall's a mess.
Yet in my garage is the equipment to get back into the groove. I still walk four to five miles a day, but haven't been running. This year was devoted to get me back on my feet and today was the race to kick it off. I know, however, that I should not run. I should walk. I also know I should not push myself to think I can run. I am afraid body parts will fall off and paramedics will need to sprint my way. Hey. Aren't those Crandall's intestines hanging from that tree. Look, Bob. I found a toe over by the creek.
We shall see what and how I do. I know it's not about me...this race...but about the great work that IRIS does for the State of Connecticut, for immigrants, and for refugee families. Simply hearing the music, seeing the people, having politicians speak and welcome us, and hearing the National Anthem are enough. That's all I need to fuel my heart and soul for the rest of the day. I'm going to the race to absorb everything. The Super Bowl is minor in comparison.
Perhaps I will trot from time to time, but I'm not pushing anything. It's been a rough year and I'm nowhere near the way I was through most of this past decade. One day at a time. Mid-life Crandall girth, aches, and pains. But my heart is in the right place and I still like to move. It's the pushing hard and sweating that seems to be doing me in.
One beautiful day at a time - this one being one of the more beautiful ones.
And I'm thanking the Great Whatever for all the snow.